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{ let it be } bio : emily is a 20-year old young lady who lives in one of her favorite cities in the world, los angeles, california. she attends the university of california, los angeles (commonly known as ucla), is now a third year student and now lives in los feliz. major: mass communication studies, minors: human complex systems and music history (ooOOooOoo). she is a freaky little thing, in the best possible way. she enjoys (among many other things), every and all types of music, movies and digital editing, theatre, singing/pretending she's going to start a band, fine arts (especially painting and sculpture), video games (console), mucking about with her computer/digital graphics, acting silly, riding horses, literature, writing, musicals, science fiction, and the color green. she is quite friendly, lovable, and nice when you get to know her (although that is a bit clique), and above all things, em (also known as 'emily') is incredibly ECLECTIC. she is also quite fond of lists of things, so you can be sure she'll find some time to put a bunch of them up here at some point in between all of her other eclectic activities. email : emeliz@ucla.edu aim : w i l d eggplant fan listings :
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8.23.2005
decisions, decisions, choices, choices... you know what? all i really want to do is go back to france and kenya. then i want to go to india and napal...after, i'll fly to china and japan, australia, spain, argentina and some deserted topical island. next, antarctica, switzerland, germany, st. bart's... who wants to come with? :) Today's Non-Dithering Color by Hue: today's gonna be a-okay if i can just swing it all. " Wind me up / Put me down / Start me off and watch me go " ems thought these thoughts @ 2:21 PM ...right now, over me
8.20.2005 I think I know what I want, the question is how to go about getting it. This is a crazy mixed up world we're living in, which is why we've gotta lay it all down straight and try and piece together some order in this wackiness. I know what I want, I know what I deserve, and no matter how much the truth may hurt it's better than uncertainty. Wish me luck, cosmos! Color: who knows what the tide will bring... " Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup / They slither wildly as they make their way across the universe " ems thought these thoughts @ 1:12 PM ...right now, over me
8.15.2005 It was one of those days when it's a minute away from snowing and there's this electricity in the air, you can almost hear it, right? And this bag was like, dancing with me. Like a little kid begging me to play with it. For fifteen minutes. And that's the day I knew there was this entire life behind things, and ... this incredibly benevolent force, that wanted me to know there was no reason to be afraid. Ever. Video's a poor excuse. But it helps me remember... and I need to remember... Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it, like my heart's going to cave in. Color: Hope fades into the world of night. " And each time I tell myself that I, well I can't stand the pain / But when you hold me in your arms, I'll sing it once again " ems thought these thoughts @ 1:08 PM ...right now, over me
8.10.2005 I'm in love with the world Through the eyes of a girl Who's still around the morning after We broke up a month ago Then I grew up I didn't know I'd be around the morning after It's always been wait and see A happy day and then you pay And feel like shit the morning after But now I feel changed around And instead of falling down I'm standing up the morning after Situations get fucked up And turned around Sooner or later I could be another fool Or an exception to the rule You tell me the morning after Crickets spin can't come to rest I'm damaged bad at best She'll decide what she wants I'll probably be the last to know No one says until it shows See how it is... They want you or they don't Say Yes I'm in love with the world Through the eyes of a girl Who's still around the morning after Color= dare i have hope? " I could have been a signpost / Could have been a clock / As simple as a kettle / Steady as a rock / I could be / Here and now / I would be, I should be / But how? / I could have been / One of these things first " ems thought these thoughts @ 12:13 PM ...right now, over me
8.05.2005 I've been a bad bad girl I've been careless with a delicate man And it's a sad sad world When a girl can break a boy Just because she can Don't you tell me to deny it I've done wrong and I want to Suffer for my sins I've come to you 'cause I need Guidance to be true And I just don't know where I can begin What I need is a good defense 'cause I'm feelin' like a criminal And I need to be redeemed To the one I sinned against Because he was all I ever knew of love Heaven help me for the way I am Save me from these evil deeds Before I get them done I know tomorrow brings the consequence At hand But I keep livin' this day like The next will never come Oh, help me, but don't tell me To deny it I've got to cleanse myself Of all these lies till I'm good Enough for him I've got a lot to lose and i'm Bettin' high So I'm beggin' you before it ends Just tell me where to begin What I need is a good defense 'cause I'm feelin' like a criminal And I need to be redeemed To the one I sinned against Because he was all I ever knew of love Let me know the way Before there's hell to pay Give me room to lay the law and let me go I've got to make a play To make my lover stay So' what would an angel say? 'cause the devil wants to know What I need is a good defense 'cause I'm feelin' like a criminal And I need to be redeemed To the one I sinned against Because he was all I ever knew of love What I need is a good defense 'cause I'm feelin' like a criminal And I need to be redeemed To the one I sinned against Because he was all I ever knew of love ems thought these thoughts @ 10:47 AM ...right now, over me
8.02.2005 life sure is funny, isn't it? one moment you're just skipping along not paying attention to anything in particular then suddenly you see sunflowers and cherry blossoms in bloom at the same time, and you just have to stop and see what the deal is. the question remains, however, why they're both in bloom. is it just a great magical coincidence to enjoy or is it something devious which could end up hurting you later on? (sorry, i just watched "stink bomb" with my bro - that's an anime to you lay-people) then you have to wonder how the flowers feel about this all, i mean... here you are a little cherry blossom just getting ready to wow the world with your existance, but instead those big honkin' sunflowers come up and now everyone's yapping about the bizarre nature of your concurrent appearance. you have to think about if the flowers really want all this attention, if they revel in it or loath it, and how much they want to be starred at by the passers-by. my real question is, though, if it was the flowers who started this whole thing by blooming out of season, then what do they want from the curious onlookers who were only looking for something new and different? do they want to be stared at? or do they want to be taken home and pressed in a journal for safe keeping? cryptic no? Color: cheery blossoms & sunflowers " I heard two men talking on the radio / In a cross-fire kind of new reality show / Uncovering the way to plan the next big attack / Well they were counting down the ways to stab a brother in the be right back / After this / The unavoidable kiss / With the minty fresh breath that is sure to outlast this catastrophe / Dance with me / Cause if you've gots the posion I've gots the remedy " ems thought these thoughts @ 4:47 PM ...right now, over me
7.27.2005 wow. it's been a really good summer for the most part so far. spanish at gcc has been good and i've met scads of great people. work itself is okay, but my co workers are quite fab. money could be better but it's always that way, huh? hopefully i'll have enough for a car downpayment by the end of the summer and so i can officially give my car to my dad. yea. here's to another great next half of summer. :) Color: " Give us those greens of summer...." " ...that make you think all the world's a sunny day / oh yea " ems thought these thoughts @ 4:58 PM ...right now, over me
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